Weekly summary: 21st - 27th of Av, 5771

21st of Av 5771 — During the sharing of the church, Damien Chua, son of Dato' Chua Soi Lek (former Health Minister) was the guest speaker. He was talking about his entire breakthrough in his life and struggled with the family. At the end of the morning, Josh, Jia Ye, Josh O. and I went out voluntarily to be prayed for breakthrough. I know my own breakthrough with my friendship and buddieship as well.

After Josh and I had received the prayer, Jia Ye and Josh O. came along and waited for their turn. While we were still standing, one again, I hugged Josh and thanked him for became my buddy. I also hugged Jia Ye because a night before, I had said to him that I will hug him too.

God's mighty work always the wonderful thing that no one else can imagine. Josh once told me that he dislike being touched and now, he able to put the fear aside (although he might have a little bit of fear) and the vision I had already came true.

24th of Av 5771 — I had turned myself from a nice guy to bad ass because I thought that nice guy will not always ended get treated nicely. During the CF meeting, I didn't really going for it. I ended up playing wrestling with Dylan. While Josh came upon, we talked and played along too. Since that I have been wrestled Dylan, I braved myself to take the opportunity to take my buddy for a side slam. Yet, I able to take my buddy for side slam but released him before I could really do the slam. He told me that he was scary when I was grabbing him for that maneuver.

27th of Av 5771 — Josh and I met at Pasar Seni LRT station to initiate our plan to make the camp's T-shirts. I took Josh around Central Market before we have our lunch together (we ate Thai foods). We also talked a few things regarding his leadership in the CF and the church as well. However, the plan of making the T-shirts was abandoned due to I forgotten my pendrive and we were unable to confirm how many type of sizes we need.

I need to go to Wangsa Walk to survey a few things and while we were at the LRT station, I can really open up myself to tell him many history about myself which not really many people know about, even my former bestfriends. We have been waiting for four coaches' train while we were talking but ended up stepping into 2 coaches' train.

We also stopped by at A&W to have a light foods (curly fries and French friends) and drinks (root beer). At the same time, we talked many things about description of buddieship and he told me that he had told other good friends of mine about my problems as well. I went to the first surveying place to get the price and every detail I need before preceded to the arcade.

I know that he started to get tired and I ended the trip (after the arcade). I also apologized to him for accompanied me all along. I also don’t want to tire him further so, we departed at his apartment’s entrance and we gave each other a knuckle punch. 

Then, I went to Times Square and Sungei Wang to find the second item that I need to survey. I have been walking the both malls but ended didn’t get anything that I wanted to. I went back to Times Square again find and yes! I finally saw what I want. I bought that thing for almost RM200 and I think it is worth of buying (even I know what going to happen too).

Notice: I will released another photo of this item soon. As for now, I am not going to reveal it just yet.

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On top of monkey bars

12th of Av, 5771 — Little Grey Rabbit was keeping himself out from anything again. He wasn’t talk much, smiled as he used to and he doesn't want to stay close with any people. Rabbit also pretended not able to see Professor Marvelous and Boar J.

It was also been a long time since Rabbit had climbed to a high place. Before Rabbit was diagnosed with low blood pressure, Rabbit climbed the wall and most notable, Rabbit climbed to the 2nd floor of World Wrestling Fans Production (WWF) Headquarter to rescue a trapped person from ground floor. 

Ever since, Rabbit was not able to climb any high place. Rabbit also used a high place to escape stress as well. He would stay at the highest floor of his school building (where his prefects' board will meets) and overlook the whole school fields. It was also an unseen side of Rabbit to climb on top of monkey bars in his current body health.

Not long after Rabbit climbed up the monkey bars and sat down, Boar J. came and sat with Rabbit too. He asked Rabbit, "What’s up?" Rabbit kept silent for a while and replied "There are many things 'playing' in my mind" and explained to Boar J. what had happened. Boar J. also replied Rabbit's previous question that he has been asking past 2 days about Boar J.'s favourite colour – Black.

When Boar J. went off to his friends, Rabbit also came down and gave Buddieship Knuckle Punch to Boar J. 

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Prayer answering God

Immediately after Little Grey Rabbit woke up in the morning of 8th of Av 5771, Rabbit felt the aura of God was present. God has given Rabbit the answer of his question that he has been asking for quite a while, through a vision during his sleep a night before.

Due to certain issued raised and a person revealed to have talked something not sweet to Boar J, the buddieship between Rabbit and Boar J. almost ended. It was also unsure whether Boar J. and Rabbit's covenant really accepted or otherwise since Boar J. has expressed his phobic of been touched except for his beloved.

On the night of 7th of Av 5771, God has revealed to Rabbit that He was pleased with his buddieship with Boar J. God also gave Rabbit a vision too. In the vision, Boar J. was having conversations with Rabbit. It was ended up with Boar J. came towards Rabbit and gave Rabbit a big, warm hug. Rabbit patted Boar J.'s head during the hug. Both Boar J. and Rabbit went to play, jump and run around (a place) before the vision ended.

Because of the prayer answering dream, Holy Spirit had led Rabbit for fasting, where he fasted from dawn until dusk. With Rabbit's body condition when he was just recovered, he able to keep the fast until the sunset. Before he broke fast, he prayed and gave thanks to the Lord for had answered the problem in his heart.

Rabbit also posted a status on his Faithbook saying that he doesn’t deserve it (to have this buddieship blessed). Later that day, Fairy Faye commented and said that, God will not reveal it to him if He thinks that Rabbit doesn’t deserve it. The comment had put many things in Rabbit's mind out and even eagerly wanted to improvise the buddieship.

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1 week of MapleStory

My MapleStory character at Wild Croc Swamp.

Within 1 week (has not minus 2 days for server maintenance), I managed my character so well that I can reach level 40 within that period of time. Of course, I know that other people can do better than me. 

When I started to play MapleStory, I hate my character when it reached level 20 and above because it would be very difficult for me to gain experiences. Before this character, the one I used in Aquila map (Knight of Cygnus: Warrior Soul Master) around level 37.

My current character has reached level 41 (as by midnight, August 2nd 2011). This character will be credited to Josh O. for his supports and helps to make my character in current states. He not only gave me 1 million mesos when I restarted it, but he also gave me the talking hat (STR +4) and took me to Monster Carnival to gain 3 levels when I was still level 30. 

As for my level 40 to 41, I had some glitches of time to spent on my blog and also on Maple, resulting unable to gain more level. However, I will be going to try my best to do things all I can to gain more level as soon as possible - to reach level 50. My current character is a spearman. I am on quest to search for free spear, which according to some MapleStory sources that it's available from dropouts of those alligators in Wild Crocodile Swamp.

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Baby steps of buddieship

Befriending the grey rabbit.

PANDAN INDAH — Our buddieship went quiet for a moment and today, we began something out of expectation. As we were about to continue of normal way of buddieship, I was awaken by a force within me that urged me to take the first step. When I wanted it, I put myself down by thinking, "Now might not be the best time for it!"

Just as I was preparing to go to the other block to start teaching, he was sending his beloved to the block as well. He turned back, saw me and greeted me. In my mind, I was still thinking, "Is this the correct moment?" Losing my mind, I stretched out my right hand and my palm was open wide. 

He also did the same thing and our palms met and clapped. My mind again - it says, "Lol! What am I doing?" Deep in my heart, I felt a taste of satisfaction. It is like a moment that will not be able to fade away.

Again, all these years, this "lock" has not been a part of the routine with my friends unless, someone whom I never met for a long, long time. 

During the afternoon, I was about to go to A Block because C Block has been cleared. He was with his beloved and one of his classmate, at the stairway of A Block. I took a little time to play with some kids that I am teaching before open the gate of A Block to inform him that his taxi (grandfather) has arrived. Before he said bye, he hitted softly on my stomach. 

I don't feel awkward because to me, it's a form of building up our buddieship in a very special way. Of course, I do like those things because it makes me to feel comfortable with this buddieship of ours. Unlike previous friendships, we had a plain friendships. Thanks buddy for everything! It is a moment that I am going to remember that I will not going to forget about. 

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Broken half way

Photo courtesy from Google Image and amyikram.blogspot.com.

CHERAS — Today is the day that I am able to get my salary from the bank. I went to cut my hair, pay my internet bill and also my mobile bill as well. Again, it was not easy to be co-head of the family. My mother asked me to buy some household things that the house really needed. Of course, what my employers claimed that I spent the money imprudently was totally untruth. 

After I finished with my hair, I was supposedly to eat with Gareth (because he already accompanied me to the salon twice) and treat him with pan mee. Unfortunately, the shop closed after I had done with my hair. Since he also doesn't want to eat anything else besides pan mee, he decided to return home. I was too thirsty and get myself a bottle of soy milk and at the same time, I bought some steamed peanuts.

I took bus from Majestic to Leisure Mall. I went into Giant Supermarket to get everything that my mother had asked me to buy. Due to my forgetfulness, I also forgotten what to buy and forgot to bring the list as well. So, I called my mother to ask what things that I need to buy (of course my own money). Lipton tea, mushroom soups, butter and Lifebuoy body foams. All these items had cost me RM50.

I put everything into my bag since that I was also having my laptop with me too. At the same time, I waited for a long 20 minutes, to get SJ Bus to go home. [Unrelated story: While I was waiting for bus, there were 2 men and a woman (foreign: Burmese or Indonesian) waiting for bus too. However, the two men were gaying. Presumable that they might be gay couple.] 

The bus that I took was the old model bus, unlike other SJ buses. While I was on-board, the bus started to go slow and somehow, the smell of diesel was very strong (like the smell of burned firecrackers). When the bus reached Len Seng Apartment to stop and to let some passengers out, the bus unable to move and the engine stop working.

Passengers started to got out the bus, one by one. There was no more option but to pay another RM1 for other buses to arrive. After 7 minutes, a RapidKL bus came and many people rushed for it, including myself. I don't care much about others and I really wanted to go home early. I squeezed myself into the bus. On the bus, I also saw the uncle that I always saw when I was still working in PJ. 

I do thank God that everything that had happened were according to His plan and I reached home about 6:30 p.m. At the same time, I told myself that I will never again get myself on-board an old bus. However, the main reason was the bus operator look for more money, nevertheless, including RapidKL. The driver or conductor will get as many people as possible and they will not care even though the bus already overloaded with the amount that has written outside of the bus. SELFISH and MONEY MINDED! 

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Re-play MapleStory

Recently, due to influence of Josh O. I had started to play MapleStory again. Josh O was at first burned a CD containing the new patch of MapleStory (currently version 1 onwards) to replace those in my laptops (version 0.96).

When I took it back, I was so eagerly wanting to play it. Too bad! Luck wasn't at my side. The CD's last 20 seconds unable to fetched to the laptops (both Dell and HP) and making me crazy.

I almost forgotten that back few days ago, I had downloaded the full version of the clients and due to antivirus scanned malware, it has been quarantined. I never noticed that I could deactivate the antivirus first and install the game, then only turn it on again. IT HAS PROVEN THAT MY WAY WORKS! 

Within this week since Sunday, my character (which I made a new one) had gained level 27 within 3 days. The other two days, the server was having maintenance. It has obstructing me from reaching level 30.

However, I would like to thank Josh O. for helping me in MapleStory and willingly gave 1 million mesos to me. Also, we have been talking a lot of [censored] things that made Jia Ye also with his !@#$%^&* Thanks guys for giving me a wonderful taste of friendship once more.

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The sealed buddieship

Monday, July 25 — That day, I was supposed to talk to Josh about things that happened a day before. Since, I need to work at the same time, I thought that it's best for us to talk face-to-face when we could. That morning, I need to take the cats out and I SMSed Josh to asked him whether was he able to come over to the park and talk while I am working. He replied me and said would meet me during lunch time.

He came over and I was having my lunch as well. As soon as I finished my lunch and asked my students to vacated the room (classroom). 

We talked about what had happened and Josh truly understand my situation. Few days before, he also "proclaimed" me as his buddy. So, after that, I guided him on how to do his sharing as well. 

We ended our conversation with a hug. It was the first time in my life history to give a hug to a friend because normally will be hugged by my elders, leaders and I will hug my students, my "brothers" and my partners.

However, some of my students saw us hugged... The hug has became the seal of our friendship and buddieship (don't be confuse with buddyship). Hopefully, I didn't regret on it! 

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"Humungousaur" is our daily conversation

When we are having conversation with out friends, somehow your friends will say to you, "Hey! Your 'humungousaur' can be seen." BUT, you have no any idea what your friends are talking about? You will only look to the left and to the right, up and down without realizing. 

We will then started to think about 'Humungousaur' from Ben 10. However,  the 'Humungousaur' and the other 'humangousaur' shared some similarities.

The 'humungousaur' that our friends like to joke about is the bulge (for boys). When boys on the "hard mode", their bulges can be seen through their underwear and trousers or shorts. 

The term 'humungousaur' is in deed came from Ben 10 character, Humungousaur. According to several Ben 10 fans (those already in  teenage period) claimed that the character somehow is with bulge. 

'Humungousaur' that I heard was came from my previous workplace. Rafael claimed that he saw Reuben's humungousaur' while Reuben was sitting down on the floor. I was no idea with that term and decided to ask Rafael with it. The word was again heard few days ago when I was working and was said by some random person to describe other's bulge as well.

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Hope that returned when we give up

I have been working for one week straight without off day and had skipped one time after my first appearance at church. I was asked to work for this Sunday as well because the cats will be given away this week. Again, I lose my hope to go for church again.

This week’s sharing for GCF (Genesis Christian Fellowship) was all about to be steward of time. At one point, I also mentioned about how many of us spent time within 24 hours with God? Immediately, I regained the hope to continue on my struggle in order for me to be able to make it to church by next week.

On that evening, I was informed that I have been relieved from the duties on Sunday because of the infection of the eye (on Sasha) and [today] Sofie had undergone a spraying surgery. My other male colleague will need to replace his Saturday off day with Sunday. It means that I’m will have my off day on Sunday to allow me to go to church.

Earlier this week, another colleague of mine also were having devotion about God tested Pharaoh's heart (due to the Pharoah's hardened heart), to make sure Moses and other Israelites stayed in Egypt (in the Book of Exodus) until the last plague, the plague of the first-born, also (maybe) killed the Crown Prince. In contrast, God may also soften other people's heart as well.

Sometimes, we are unaware that God always will plan for us (of course, we also need to plan ours). Whenever we wanted to give up, God will somehow show His presence in many ways that deemed impossible. When we already regain the hope, God will surely bless us and give us a path. Thank you, Lord for all these things that has been showing that, "God is good, all the time!" I will make good use of the time on this Sunday's church service.

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The Wars of 4Square Points

Courtesy Picture from Google.

I have been using FourSquare for quite a while and up till now, I had accomplished 318 check-ins, 10 badges, 7 mayorships and with 27 friends (as in June 18, 5:55p.m.) Besides all those things mentioned above, there is still one more thing, the leaderboard.

The leaderboard is the place where it will display your stats and also points that you had earned from every check-ins. The more points you earned, the higher ranking you will get. When you explore places that you never 'check-in' before, you might stand a change to get more and more points.

I had turned FourSquare notifications on and will get every latest check-ins of my friends. Of course, I am also not bad in 'check-ins' too. My ranking always within the top 10 (obviously also within top 5 and top 3). 

Whenever I was on the top of the leaderboard, somehow, they are people raging their wars to "topple" from being on the number one spot. I had been "topple" for a few times by the same person, who was also a blogger, a tweeter and also a FourSquare user. She often check-ins to places in a moment after I had climbed back to the spot.

Please don't mistaken that I am not talking bad about other people or to her, I just wanted to voice out my opinions because now even FourSquare has become a "war zone" for its users. This is call competitive. 

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Mentally crashed

Up until today, I had tried my best not to think things that are not good for my mind. I already reached the stage where I don't care about anything and doesn't want to stress up myself in anyways, in which I did a great job to clear my mind. Positive thinking also played a major role in order to keep all things together. 

However, the recent changes of my working timetable had make me to thing a bit much out. As I am knowing it, I had reflected the timetable many times for me to think what had happened with the changes? My colleague also had asked me why the changes had make my teaching time become lesser? 

Further more, I had been rushing with all my paper works that I was supposedly finish a week ago. Because I forgotten to bring those books that I needed. When I have the chance to bring my books back, I have no time to do it because I was required to work after a short holidays. To say, I am going to work 10 days in a row until this Sunday. 

Sundays also had been occupied for church. I do want to go to church and because of it, I am sacrificing my own resting time to go to church. 

The unfortunate things happened yesterday afternoon was I lost RM8, used RM30 for hair cut, RM15 for printings and photocopies. I am unable to claim full price for printings and photocopies because it will be expensive for them (because they could get cheaper photocopy price). Somehow, somewhere, I became broke.

All these things came in once, causing my brain to cease "functioning" well. Somehow I lost my timetable, forgetful the whole day, even made mistakes today. Even with it, I still continued with my paper works and able to finish it by today — at least. 

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New speakers

Today, I went to Low Yat Plaza after my work (4:30p.m.), with a hope to buy a normal computer speakers for my laptop. I have been using the one-and-a-half-decade type of speakers, which also wasn't my property at first. Old speakers normally would be better than new speakers.

However, as I passed by to have a look on other speakers with sub-woofer, I found out that it was just cost a bit more than I buy normal speakers. I put much considerations on it before I went out to get money for it. 

On the way out, I saw Sean and we had a few chats before he needs to find his friends. While I was looking for CIMB ATM machine but the machine was gone (removed). I used RHB ATM machine to get my money to buy the speakers.

When I had successfully bought it, I carried it all the way to Times Square's bus stop and waited for bus. After 20 minutes, there was a bus but the bus driver refused to let me in and said that it was a women's bus. Inside of the bus, around 80% of the passengers were men. So, I waited for another 20 minutes before I hopped up another bus.

Traffic jam around Bukit Bintang area further delayed my journey back home. The bus stuck there for almost an hour and by the time I reached home, it's already 8:20p.m. Immediately I reached home and I went to my room to set the speakers up to have a test run.

As for the furniture that I need to buy, I saw a banquet table for the price of normal writing table. It made me to change my plan to get a banquet table which is more longer and bigger as well. 

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Updating my room's furniture

Yesterday, I was told by my employers that they going to give me a printer to ease me when I need to do work documents such as test papers, lists or graphics. However, my room only have a table which need to sustain 2 laptops. One laptop for designing, socials and of course songs. The other laptop is for official use such as, to do work documents. 

With an additional printer, I need to get myself another writing table but I actually needed another writing table since beginning of this month. If I need to use two laptops on one table, I also will not have any more spaces for me to do researches or writings. 

At the same time, I need another bookshelf (in fact 2). One for all my animation box sets and the other to replace the shoe rack that I have been using 7 years ago. My animation box sets have been placed on top of a plank.

However, I will get things done within appropriate time because I need a proper planning to get all things done. Yet, I will get a writing table as soon as possible to set it up ready for Saturday. 

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Triple-threat friendship

JY and I have officially 'seal' our friendship, in which he is also so-called apprentice and also "senior" church member of mine. It was an usual thing to happen in this way because my profession 'forbids' me from making any extra relationship with my students even I didn't teach them.

Because of this triple-thread friendship that I'm having with JY makes our relationship ahead of us left uncertain. Our friendship can't be covered forever even we try our best to cover it. Sooner or later, people going to know it and because of the 'forbidden' instruction, I might end up losing my job. 

I don't mind to take the risk because I have nothing to fear of. Our friendship is under the light, not in the darkness. To me is this, I am ready to sacrifice anything in order for me to keep things in tact. It wasn't easy for me to ask a person to be my friend as I already had past trauma with my former friends and so on. 

Hopefully, he also doesn't mind to have an 'old' friend like me due to my age. As for now, I also hope he can also stop calling me with any suffixes in front of my name (except during the time that he needs to). I also feel comfortable if you also call me by my middle name. 

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Tiada lagi tambah diskaun

Setelah menikmati tambang diskaun yang ditawarkan oleh pihak RapidKL melalui promosi Kad Rabbit, saya terpaksalah membayar tambang bas seperti harga yang terdahulu. Sekarang, saya mempunyai 2 Kad Rabbit, satu untuk bas (berwarna merah) dan satu lagi untuk LRT (berwarna merah jambu). Diskaun telah berakhir pada awal bulan ini.

Di saat-saat untuk menjimatkan penggunaan wang, menaiki bas SJ adalah pilihan yang paling tepat disebabkan tambangnya murah (hanya RM2 untuk 3 zon). Namun, bus SJ juga telah menaikkan tambangnya ke RM2.50 seperti tambang normal. Ini adalah disebabkan pihak dari RapidKL membuat aduan kepada syarikat SJ kerana menerima tambang murah kepada pelanggan.

Kesemua syarikat bas telah menaikkan harga tambang mereka dan menyebabkan ramai orang terpaksa menggunakan lebihan wang untuk menggunakan pengangkutan awam. Tidak menafikan bahawa tambang bas di Malaysia adalah antara termurah di Asia Tenggara, namun kadar inflasi yang meningkat telah memaksa lebih ramai orang menggunakan pengangkutan awam dan pengangkutan awam di Malaysia tiada perubahan yang besar dalam memberi khidmat yang terbaik, setimpal dengan tambang yang dibayar.

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Robbery attempt

This morning was just normal working morning. I was told by my employers to come earlier to learn some guides for taking care of the two company cats. I was the earliest among other staffs. Since my employers had yet to arrive and no one was around the area, I went to the park behind my workplace to have a seat while reading newspaper.

After I have done with the readings, I went back to try my luck but they still haven't arrive yet. I took out a sheet of newspaper and put it on top of the rubbish place while waiting. I also played with my mobile phone to pass my time.

Few minutes later, a Malay man on his motorcycle stopped at the first parking lot, in front of 99 SpeedMart. However, I already seen him wondering around, before he came by. He asked me, what time does 99 SpeedMart normally open? As a polite Malaysian, I answered him. He went back to his motorcycle.

Then, he again came to me to ask for cigarettes and I replied him as well with a “NO!” He went back to his motorcycle again, came back and stood in front of me. I have been watching him for quite some time. This time, he pointed a knife towards me and said, “I gonna rob you.”

As I already aware with the knife, I was blurred for a second. However, I reacted by yelling loudly at him, “Who do you think you are?” and my right hand was moving towards his neck, wanting to put a hold on it. He immediately turned nervous and ran towards his motorcycle. 

I quickly ran towards him, grabbing my bag and tried to hit him with my bag. Too bad, the hit was missed. A passerby heard my yelling and saw the man fleeing. The passerby asked me what happened and I told him about it. He asked me whether I could recall his face, but I couldn’t because I have short memories.

The passerby had guarded for a few minutes before leaving. This time, an Indian man from nearby car wash came and asked me what had happened. Again, I told him the story. The Indian man said, “Actually I wanted to help!” yet he (Indian man) had a motorcycle and never chase after the Malay robber.

One of the 99 SpeedMart staff came and I asked her whether she could ask her manager to get the footage of the robbery which the ending part was caught on their CCTV. There was no news from 99 SpeedMart. As my employers also had arrived, I also told them about it and they had put high alert especially when the school reopens. One of the employers again asked 99 SpeedMart to view the footage and yet to receive news from them.

This is the 2nd robbery attempt happened to me. Previously (about 2 years ago), my mobile phone at that time – Sony Ericsson W910 was snatched by snatch thief. Half year after the incident, I was nearly robbed by 2 Malay guys on their motorcycle and I managed to run and fled. Few months later, I was on my walking to Pasar Seni LRT station from Mydin Kuala Lumpur. A robbery happened in front of me.

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Returning to church

Today was the day for me to attend the first ever service after 3 years absent from a formal church. Last week I had disappointed Joshua, I will not do it this week, especially when I am a mentor to him. I woke up a bit later than the time I did last week. But a sudden downpour making it more impossible for me to go to church. 

I posted a status in Facebook, "LOL. RAINING... HOW TO GO TO CHURCH?" After a while, the rain stopped and I walked quickly to the bus stop to take bus towards Taman Midah. SJ Bus was the quickest and ready to move, so I took it. I found out that many people in the bus started complaining to the bus conductor because of the new fees from Zone 1 to Zone 3 is now RM2.50 (previously they decreased it to RM2 without approval of LPKP and was a move to fight with RapidKL).

When I reached Taman Midah - KL Bound, I need to be quite and not to be late as the time was already 9:47a.m. I need to walked for another distance (Taman Midah - Cheras Bound) to the nearest taxi stand just in front of Nissan Car, which I wasn't aware of it last week). It was lucky enough for me to get a taxi as soon I reached the taxi stand. I managed to reach Pandan Safari about 9:55a.m. As have been told, I waited for Joshua at the place where the bonsai were (disappeared after a week). 

Then, I contacted Joshua by first calling him but he didn't pick up the phone and after that I had sent two text messages to him. My head was empty and don't know what else I could do, so I went out to take a cab back home. This time, the luck wasn't by my side. I waited for half an hour for it. Most of the taxis already occupied. Only by that time, Joshua contacted me and asked me to come over again. I was already lost my hope at that time too.

I went back and as been told again to wait for him at the entrance of Econsave. I have waited with ended hope and the time has passed 5 minutes without any trace of him. Finally, he had popped out. He took me to the entrance of the church and the sharing has started (the service already halfway). The sharing was about success with actions. The weird thing was the service in deed bilingual with English as the main language and translated immediately by a Mandarin translator. 

After the sharing, Joshua took me to the back seats ( I was sitting at the third row of middle section at the beginning). I was then greeted with a "Hi!" and my eyesight was not good, I couldn't figure out who was them? They were Delena Swan (her Facebook name) and her family. 

As other already dispersed for lunch and Joshua was needed for a meeting, I went all by myself and played with my handphone. I also was asked by some of the members to have some foods and drinks but I declined because I know that my mother had cooked something at home (which ended up eating dumpling). Joshua had accompanied me for the rest of the time and talked something about our Christian fellowship, some history of mine and Joshua also talked about some of the youth members' histories as well. 

The church ended before 2p.m. and I was planning to go home by my own. But I was asked to follow one of the members (Mr. Fredrick) and I asked him to just dropped me at Leisure Mall bus stand, so I won't be bordering people to fetch me way into my housing area. I am glad that I was managed to went to the church and hoping I can stay. Thank you, Lord for making this possible! Success with action! 

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Night Clean-over

I began the first time night clean-over out of no where on earth knows what I was doing. One hour after my dinner, I have been blurring and wondering why something was not right with myself. On that instant, I went to the bathroom with an empty container, filled it with water and put in the water into the air filter. Then, I went to the bathroom again, fill a bigger container with water, opened a brand new lavender soap and began to clean up my room. 

My room was in a total mess, dirty and ugly. I have time to do it but I just don't get my butt(ocks) kicked up to make it done. Even I supposed to make myself wash my shoes but I also had yet to do it. I have been doing layout things for my blog and to assure that my blog stay as its best. 

For almost 4 months, I haven't change my bed sheet. I also has been not washing my table fan for many months. That time was the time for me to do all things. When my mother came into my room, my mother asked me to use anti-ants liquid to wipe tables and cupboard. I went to the toilet and changed the water and refilled it with clean water. 

My mother poured a bit of the liquid into the container and I started to wipe the tables and cupboards one more time. The leftover I used it to mop the floor after I had changed my bed sheet. When I look everything back to the finest, I turned on the air-conditioner and went downstairs to eat a piece of fried chicken. 

I was cleaning my room while I was watching WWE Smackdown from the web. However, I might need new computer chair and a computer table. When I'm going to have time next time, I will be changing my computer table to the site where the window is, due to connection problem. Hopefully, that one day will not come because I hope that TM's UniFi will be here soon.

Lastly, I still need to fold my clothes and wash my shoes tomorrow (today) after I went to the church. I will be going to church (proper) for the first time after many years and with hopes that will stay in that church. I will be going to the church where Joshua and Maverick are attending and I went there under the invitation of Joshua.

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Terima kasih!

Saya ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk berterima kasih kepada Saudara Zamani Sahudi dan Saudara Mohd. Azhar Alias di atas pandangan anda untuk saya menjayakan pembaharuan blog saya ini. Saya berasa bertuah kerana mempunyai kawan Facebook seperti anda berdua kerana sanggup memberi pandangan kamu walaupun saya memintanya pada masa yang tidak tepat. 

Saya juga ingin berterima kasih kepada Blogger Crew Malaysia kerana kesudian mereka menerima logo saya dan menggunakkan di kebanyakan laman-laman mereka termasuk di Facebook.

Baru-baru ini, Blogger Crew Malaysia juga menggunakan corak logo ini pada baju kemeja T mereka. Semasa saya kembali menulis blog, saya sudah jauh ketinggalan dan tarikh tutup untuk baju kemeja T itu sudah sampai ke penghujungnya. 

Memang sedih kerana tidak dapat membeli baju itu. Walau bagaimanapun, saya akan tetap untuk memperbaharui rekaan logo-logo pada masa yang akan datang.

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