JY and I have officially 'seal' our friendship, in which he is also so-called apprentice and also "senior" church member of mine. It was an usual thing to happen in this way because my profession 'forbids' me from making any extra relationship with my students even I didn't teach them.
Because of this triple-thread friendship that I'm having with JY makes our relationship ahead of us left uncertain. Our friendship can't be covered forever even we try our best to cover it. Sooner or later, people going to know it and because of the 'forbidden' instruction, I might end up losing my job.
I don't mind to take the risk because I have nothing to fear of. Our friendship is under the light, not in the darkness. To me is this, I am ready to sacrifice anything in order for me to keep things in tact. It wasn't easy for me to ask a person to be my friend as I already had past trauma with my former friends and so on.
Hopefully, he also doesn't mind to have an 'old' friend like me due to my age. As for now, I also hope he can also stop calling me with any suffixes in front of my name (except during the time that he needs to). I also feel comfortable if you also call me by my middle name.
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