Mentally crashed

Up until today, I had tried my best not to think things that are not good for my mind. I already reached the stage where I don't care about anything and doesn't want to stress up myself in anyways, in which I did a great job to clear my mind. Positive thinking also played a major role in order to keep all things together. 

However, the recent changes of my working timetable had make me to thing a bit much out. As I am knowing it, I had reflected the timetable many times for me to think what had happened with the changes? My colleague also had asked me why the changes had make my teaching time become lesser? 

Further more, I had been rushing with all my paper works that I was supposedly finish a week ago. Because I forgotten to bring those books that I needed. When I have the chance to bring my books back, I have no time to do it because I was required to work after a short holidays. To say, I am going to work 10 days in a row until this Sunday. 

Sundays also had been occupied for church. I do want to go to church and because of it, I am sacrificing my own resting time to go to church. 

The unfortunate things happened yesterday afternoon was I lost RM8, used RM30 for hair cut, RM15 for printings and photocopies. I am unable to claim full price for printings and photocopies because it will be expensive for them (because they could get cheaper photocopy price). Somehow, somewhere, I became broke.

All these things came in once, causing my brain to cease "functioning" well. Somehow I lost my timetable, forgetful the whole day, even made mistakes today. Even with it, I still continued with my paper works and able to finish it by today — at least. 

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